and I'm sorry you have to hear it

• 2012-02-19

  

  it’s sad that I miss this feeling

  (via queen0fqueers)

  Source: violent-waves

• 2012-02-15

  WOOPS I flirt with everyone even if I don’t mean to.

  WOOPS WOOPS WOOOPS

  I don’t want to lead you on i don’t leik u leik dat

• 2012-02-14

  I really want to tell you everything, but that would scare you and you would leave like everyone else. I don’t want you to leave. Even though you don’t know it, you make me really happy. And I’d really like to hold on to that little bit of happiness for a while.

• 2012-02-09

  secretdiaryofacutter:

  The other night I was Skyping with one of my best friends. She lives in Holland and I live in America, so we don’t get to talk often. I trust her so much, and every time we talk I just feel so loved. She’s amazing.

  I was talking to her about cutting, and started telling her about how I sometimes take pictures of my self-harm instead of writing about it, or in addition to writing about it. I don’t normally show people the pictures, but I sent her a few. She had been sharing her screen with me because I’d been watching her draw something, so I saw when she opened the files.

  She opened this picture, kept it on the screen for a few seconds, closed it, and opened it again in Photoshop. I watched, confused, thinking it had been an accident.

  I watched quietly while she erased every line of blood, every scar, every cut from my body. I started recording the screen without thinking- I needed to be able to watch it again. I knew I would need to feel that sense of… relief. That there was someone in my life who knew the extent of me and could still see through to something beautiful.

  I wanted to share this with you because I think it’s important. If you feel anything close to how I felt when I saw this, I’m happy. Because you should know that it’s possible to be loved, underneath the pain and the scars and the blood. We are all beautiful.

  You’re beautiful, and above all, you are not alone.

  (via coleyravioli)

  Source: somefuckergaveoutmyurl

• 2012-02-07

  butdarlingwearemonsters:

  And she dragged the thin steel across her arm. As the red seeped out of the lines she made, she smiled. She did not see blood and she did not feel pain. From every cut she saw the flowers bloom from her body. Her pale white skin exploding with color and the adrenaline flooding her veins. All of her filthy thoughts crawling out of her cuts and creating something beautiful. Her mutilated body made most people cringe, but she only saw a garden of gorgeous mistakes.

  (via coleyravioli)

  Source: butdarlingwearemonsters

• 2012-02-06

  

  pri-cilla:

  the view from my room at my cousins farm.

  this is what I see when I’m lying in bed.

  everything is absolutely gorgeous at sunset.

  Source: pri-cilla

• 2012-01-24

  

  (via bluestarrylights)

  Source: surreallaerrus

• 2012-01-19

  I need to stop doubting myself

• 2012-01-10

  Reblog if you’ve ever taken a blade to any part of your body. Reblog if you’ve ever skipped a meal, or maybe more, on purpose. Reblog if you’ve ever been called ugly, fat, worthless or a slag. Reblog if you’ve ever thrown up a meal, because you felt fat afterwards. Reblog if you’ve ever purposely bruised or burnt yourself. Reblog if you hurt, daily, weekly, monthly. I have something to say to each and every one of you, that’s not a copy and pasted message. No matter how many notes this gets, I will message you. I promise.

  (via coleyravioli)

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  the only thing bringing me down is you

  so be happy

  I hate seeing you so upset